Tuesday, December 7, 2010

The simple life...

Do you ever feel like you've gone down the wrong path? Like, you've missed a very important step in the life process that has brought you to where you currently are and now you're not sure how to get back on track?

It's strange really, considering a week ago I thought I was exactly where I was meant to be. Nothing life altering has happened...we are still trucking along on this crazy road we call life. So why is my mind suddenly telling me that I've made a mis-step somewhere along the way? I think it ultimately boils down to over-complicating things. Making life harder than it needs to be.

I've found my New Years Resolution - about a month early, but better than being a month late, right?

I will simplify my life - and hope that it will result in a more pure and stable happiness.

Saturday, December 4, 2010

And I thought it was going so well...

DISENCHANTED
Definition: 1. Freeing from false belief or illusions. 2. Disappointed with someone or something, and no longer believing that they are good.

Amazing how quickly life can go from good to...well, not necessarily bad. Just...blah! For the last few weeks I've been on a "life high"...feeling like I had found my place and was experiencing a kind of contentment I'm not sure I've ever known. It's a little disheartening (Definition: to cause to lose spirit or morale) to know that it can be taken away so fast.

Maybe I'll share eventually, or maybe not. I haven't decided. For once in my life, I might just keep this between me, myself, and I.